Tuesday, April 05, 2005

`messed up_

argh this is the third time im typin` this.
its either the banana virus or my comp is insane.
synonymous ehh.
Wdv. Went for cip just now.
2nd last session. finally.
time consumin` n energy consumin` marhs. the transportation.
not to mention financially. -.-" i wan muhh ezlinkkk.

the idiotic virus act up agn.
and this is the fourth time im typin`.
wad the hell.
cont`d. went sembawang to remake card
its still 19 bucks. so cheated la. thot it will cost a bomb.
returned to northpt wen popular get membershipp,
got this charbor horhs, super qian bian.
she was like openin` the 100 cardholders pack then she bought and countin`
and apparently she carn count.
and wdv larhs took up 8mins or so larhs.
and happily shake butt walk off. disgustin` shit.

hmm.
been ponderin` and reviewin` lately.
wonders if im believin` blindly.
and why i feel so lost now.

wonders who to confide in.
who will understand?
when i dun even understand it muhself.
so complicatedd.
haha struggles of a teenager- findin` her idenity? hurhur.

really deprived of lurv, like barney says?
hurhur.